Out of the blue
When our son Rob got into a bad state in his final year at uni, it seemed to come out of the blue. By the time we learnt how desperate he’d become, it had been brewing for quite a few months and we felt bad that we hadn’t picked up on any signs earlier. Rob did a pretty full-on four-year vocational degree and that year, most of his uni friends had graduated and left the city the summer before. Long, hard days of study and placements - often involving early starts, late finishes and a lot of travel - a big dissertation to complete and final exams were stressful enough, but combined with loneliness and exhaustion, it all overwhelmed him and he sank into a terrible trough of anxiety and depression.
In the middle of February, he came home for a week. We were alarmed by the look of him. He was pale, sad, hunched over and mumbling. With a bit of gentle chat about how things were going, Rob broke down and told us he hadn’t done anything at uni since Christmas. He’d spent most of his days in bed for weeks, couldn’t face his dissertation, hadn’t contacted his tutors or course mates and couldn’t see any way of getting through to the end of his course or any future at all.
It was clear that Rob needed a lot of support to help him through this helpless, hopeless time. It was also clear that this support was going to have to come from us, his family. He agreed to see the GP, who prescribed antidepressants. I’m still not sure if this was the right thing, because they made him feel even more awful for another three to four weeks, before the benefit of them began to take effect. But it felt like a step in the right direction.
His Dad and I suggested ‘being there’ – literally – for him, for company and as a way of structuring his day. Rob said he’d like that. Luckily we are both able to work remotely, and so we took it in shifts over several weeks to live with him in his flat, get up early, have breakfast together, and then sit at two tables during the daytime – we doing our work, and he doing his. Evenings passed just chatting, going out maybe, watching films.
Very quickly, this support helped Rob find a routine again in his day. The seeming impossibility of completing his course became possible again, and having us work alongside him helped him feel less alone and more focused. Over time, Rob’s depression lifted. He finished his dissertation, got a good degree, and is now happily living and working in another city with a lot of good friends nearby.
It’s hard for parents to know how best to support a young adult-child when they live away but it’s often the very time that they need more support than they did at school. There’s a fine line between being supportive and interfering! We now do more listening, looking out for signs of low-mood, regular checking in and talking about feelings, not just with Rob but with his younger sister and brother too. As parents, we can’t know or be in control of what might happen to our child’s mental health. But we can try and find ways to support, listen and be there for them if they need us.
Parents Guide to Support: Depression
If you think your child might be struggling with depression, check out our guide for advice and tips on how you can support them.